If you had read my last post, I had been in an emotional state of hurt. Although I felt that I was fine, things did not turn out that way until a couple of days ago, when the birds really did make me happy and the anxiety was starting to die down.
During this transition period I wanted to write a small post about moving forward with your life. Because, as hard as it may seem at this very moment, life goes on and my world does not stop moving just because someone ended their time in mine.
I think the hardest part about change in your life is that sometimes, what you had before seemed to be better than what you have now.
This way of thinking is not at all what is happening when a big life change happens. Big life changes happen when you need to experience growth and learn to understand that life brings you an array of contrast and if you just accept it, let go of the oars, and ride the wave with as much joy as you possibly can, your next experience will be even more enlightening.
Also, I know as cliche as it sounds, time really does heal all wounds. It's a fact. Through every break up of mine to every life change (like moving to college across the country, living in Africa for two months) it just took time to become comfortable and to understand that this is all about the experience of life.
So, ENJOY!
Also, I wanted to write a small section on my gratitude list. Just because... :)
1) My body. This sounds strange, but through this transition my body has been one heck of a machine and keeping me from binging to deal with my emotions and still continuing to grow and change with each weight I squat. I love you, body!
2) My Freedom. I took a mini staycation this weekend, and I am just so blessed to be able to drive for amiable amounts of time to wherever it is I want to go. Time has always been at an abundance for me, even when working and going to school. Don't ask me how, I've never had a problem with too little time!
3) Music. Yesterday was dance party central. I forgot how much fun it was to shake my booty to a song that gets my groove on. It also has an amazing ability to heal, and to help you remember old memories.
4) Books. The book I'm currently reading is called Wanderlove. Basically this girl backpacks through Central America and falls in love with a backpacker guy. My perfect book inside 300 pages.
5) Friends. Again, I am just so blown away by everyone's support and love that I have received. It makes me feel so grateful and I can't thank them enough. I know I would do the same for all of them if they needed someone to be there. I love you guys!
That is my post for the day. Remember, life is so abundant and positive thoughts are what create your reality.
McFly <3
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